SACHIN LAMESH

When Silence Speaks: A Story of Feeling Left Out and Choosing Respect Life often teaches us lessons in quiet, subtle ways. Not through arguments or fights, not through grand gestures, but through small, almost invisible moments that leave a mark on your heart. Recently, I experienced one such moment. Everyone was in a private server — chatting, laughing, sharing stories, and building memories together. I was not there. I wasn’t invited. I felt outside that small circle of connection, standing silently on the edge. That feeling, though simple, cut deeper than I expected. There’s something innate in humans to want to belong. To be included. To be seen. To be appreciated. And in that moment, I realized I felt none of those things. I quietly thought, maybe no one in the group likes me. That thought alone hurt like a small, constant throb in my chest. I wanted to complain. I wanted to ask why I wasn’t included. I wanted to feel wanted. But I stopped myself. I reminded myself that respe...

 she Started Ignoring Me – My Story About Shy There are moments in life when silence hurts more than words. For me, that silence came from Shy. She was not just another person I met online; she became one of the most important parts of my days, my thoughts, and my emotions. When she started ignoring me, it felt like a part of me was fading away. This is my story, my truth, and my heart’s way of letting everything out. The Beginning When I first started talking to Shy, things were light and simple. We laughed, we shared little pieces of our lives, and I found myself waiting for her messages every day. Her words gave me comfort, and even on my worst days, one message from her could make everything better. She was different. Confident, calm, sometimes playful, and sometimes strict. She had that balance I always admired. I used to call her my “idol” because I truly looked up to her. She carried herself with grace, and I felt lucky that someone like her was even talking to me. I wa...

I Am Toxic, But I Loved Shy I don’t usually write things like this, but today I want to write honestly about myself. Not the good parts, not the fake happy picture, but the truth. The truth is that I can be toxic. And if I look back at my journey with Shy, I can clearly see how my emotions sometimes crossed the line. This is not just about blaming myself. This is about confessing, accepting, and trying to understand who I really am. Meeting Shy and How Everything Started When I first started talking with Shy, I never imagined she would become so important in my life. She was calm, confident, and always carried herself with grace. She was stylish, rich, admired by many, and different from me in so many ways. But at the same time, she was approachable, soft in her words, and friendly. For me, she became more than just an online friend. She became my safe space, my idol, my inspiration. I started calling her “shy and dove” because she reminded me of peace and beauty. Slowly, our cha...

 "First Love, Lasting Lessons: Embracing Growth, Gratitude, and Friendship with Shy" After months of understanding, learning, and growing, I have reached a point where I can look back at my journey with Shy with clarity and peace. The path was not easy. I experienced hope, love, jealousy, misunderstandings, and finally, rejection. But each emotion taught me something important. I realized that love is not about possession. It is about respect, care, and understanding. Even though Shy did not return my feelings romantically, I learned that love can still exist in friendship. True care does not require romance—it requires honesty, support, and presence. After Shy rejected me, I focused on myself. I worked on my studies, my goals, and personal growth. I learned that my happiness cannot depend entirely on someone else. By building my own life and improving myself, I felt stronger and more confident. My emotions became calmer, and I could appreciate Shy’s friendship without lon...

 "Life After Rejection: Growing Stronger, Embracing Friendship, and Finding Balance with Shy" After learning to accept Shy’s decision, my life slowly began to change. The sadness didn’t vanish completely, but it became manageable. I realized that moving on was not about erasing my feelings; it was about finding balance, focusing on my own growth, and appreciating the connection I still had with Shy as a friend. I started paying more attention to myself—my studies, hobbies, and daily routines. I discovered that spending time improving myself made me feel more confident and grounded. My emotions, once tangled with longing, began to settle into clarity. I understood that my happiness could not depend solely on someone else, even someone as important as Shy. Our friendship remained a source of comfort. I could laugh with her, share small joys, and support her dreams without any expectation of romance. Each conversation reminded me that meaningful connections can exist in diffe...

"Finding Strength After Rejection: Embracing Friendship, Growth, and Quiet Love for Shy" After Shy rejected my romantic feelings, I felt a mix of sadness, relief, and reflection. At first, it was hard to accept. I had loved her quietly and deeply, and suddenly I had to let go of the dream I had built in my heart. But over time, I realized that moving on didn’t mean forgetting her—it meant understanding the situation, respecting her decision, and learning from the experience. The first step in moving on was accepting reality. I reminded myself that love cannot be forced, and feelings cannot be demanded. Shy had been honest, kind, and clear about her boundaries. I had to honor that honesty by letting go of my expectations and focusing on our friendship instead. I started redirecting my thoughts and emotions. Instead of imagining a romantic future with her, I focused on what I could appreciate in the present: our conversations, our shared laughter, and the support we gave eac...